The Search Replaces the Sought
The narrator begins by wanting to find Gert and ends by needing the search itself. The middle act makes this explicit: once the fragments stop agreeing, the only stable activity left is looking. The crossed-out notebook entry marks the moment the goal dissolves into the method. The book's point is that obsession doesn't need an object—it needs momentum, and it will manufacture one if you stop supplying it.
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